Chapter 5. Doggett picked at the meal. He hadn't eaten since breakfast, but his appetite seemed to have taken a dislike to the surroundings. He glanced around him. The hall was full of noise, shouting men, crashing cutlery, and scraping chairs. The relentless racket was seriously getting on his nerves. There didn't seem to have been a moment's peace since he got here. Rebadow seemed intent on talking him into a coma and the rest of the animals in the zoo were incapable of maintaining any semblance of quiet. If he were ever to be locked away for more than a couple of weeks, he'd be a complete basket case. His fork poked his potatoes, lukewarm and lumpy. No way he was about to abuse his stomach with it, but at least the juice was cold. He swigged back on the carton, smiling inside at how that would irritate Skinner. "Hey." Someone was standing behind him. Doggett put the carton down carefully. "I said, hey!" His chair was kicked. Tensing, Doggett curled his hand around his plastic knife. "Yo' in my seat, man." "That so?" He deliberately didn't turn around. "Yeah. Move y'ass." Slowly sucking the food from his back teeth, Doggett leaned back and put a deliberate drawl in his voice. "Well, I don't see your name on it." The other men at the table fell silent. Doggett stared ahead watching their reactions, wondering if this was the way to go about acclimate himself. Too late to second guess that, now. The man behind him sputtered in disbelief. "Wha' you say, fool?" Doggett moistened his lips. "You heard." Seeing the man opposite flinch, hearing the sudden intake of breath, Doggett quickly shoved the chair back and sprang up just as a loaded dinner-tray sailed past his face. Two seconds later and he'd have been sucking soup through a straw for a month. There was less than a heartbeat to register the fact that he was pissing off an absolutely huge black guy with arms the size of his own damned thighs, before realizing it was way too late to back off now. He plunged forward, his outstretched fists striking the man in the chest, pushing him backwards, and caught off balance, the man staggered back into the small crowd at his heels. He stood up straight. Doggett didn't much care for what he saw in those eyes. He swallowed. The man opened his mouth and screamed. "You stupid motherfucker!" chapter 6 "You need to eat, sir." "I am, Agent Scully." She looked pointedly at the half-eaten cannelloni. Skinner smiled. "Yes, mom. And it's Walter, off duty." He stabbed another forkful and put it in his mouth, raising his eyebrows as if to say, see? Scully nodded, satisfied, watching while he chewed, as if suspecting he'd spit it out. Swallowing, Skinner sighed. "I'm eating, okay? You don't have to watch." "Maybe." Across the table, Mulder grunted. "See what I have to put up with? It's like having the food police around you." Scully turned. "If you had anything like a sensible diet, Mulder, I wouldn't need to nag." "I eat sensibly," he protested. "No, you don't," Skinner said, swallowing another forkful. Throwing his napkin down, Mulder rolled his eyes. "This from the man who's being force-fed!" Skinner paused, his fork halfway to his mouth. Scully sighed. "I nag because I care," she said, looking at both men in turn. Skinner had the grace to looke abashed, Mulder just grunted and fiddled with his plate. "Thank you," Skinner said quietly. Nodding, Sully smiled slightly. "John wouldn't be pleased if I allowed you to get sick." At the mention of the name, Skinner's eyes dropped to his plate. He placed his fork down. He had been adamant not to let his thoughts turn morose, but it felt like the second John was out of his sight, all he could do was focus on the negative. He hated the whole idea of Doggett being in a place like Oz. Hated it. Scully reached across to touch his hand. "Walt, relax. He'll be fine." Skinner didn't reply. Under the table, Scully kicked Mulder's leg. She could do with some back-up. "Yeah," he said, scowling at her vicious prompt. "Doggett knows how to look after himself." He reached to rub his shin. "Trust me, I know." As Skinner and Scully both turned to look at him, Mulder colored up. "I don't think I want you alluding..." Skinner began. "I wasn't..." Skinner made a strange warning noise in the back of his throat. It had taken him a long time to be able to look at Mulder without wanting to punch his teeth down his throat. Every dull throbbing ache in his arm was a reminder of what Mulder had done in the showers. Or rather what he had wnated to do, which was worse, because his imagination insisted on supplying images of a naked Mulder, which was distressing enough in itself, without the added aspect of a dripping wet Doggett in the mix. Sitting in meetings staring across a table at him during the last six months had been a trial; a battle of nerves he wasn't sure he had entirely conquered. Doggett had begged him to let it go, and he had lied to his lover on more than one occasion that he was over it. Truth was, had they been in any other profession, he could have taken Mulder out behind the parking lot and made his feelings about invading his territory perfectly clear. As it was, he hadn't had any completion and Mulder knew it, creeping around him on his belly like some damned subseviant mongrel. It was driving him crazy. "What I meant was..." Mulder ploughed on. "Well...He's a trained officer. He knows what to do." "Uh-huh." The two men stared at one another. Skinner briefly contemplated reaching over to crush Mulder's throat, the thought of being sent to jail for it, coming in second to how it would upset Scully. He rubbed his eyes. Damn. This was going to give him an ulcer. Maybe he should just follw John's advice and let it go. Eventually, he sighed, forcing himself to relax. "I'm sorry, Mulder. I guess I'm just a little on edge right now." "Okay. No problem." Skinner stared into the table lamp. "John's tough. And he's sensible. I trust him not to take any stupid risks." chapter 7 Doggett had a split second to wonder exactly how badly he was going to be hurt, then his eyes widened as the man threw himself across the space separating them, grabbing at his throat, knees sharp, viciously seeking out his balls. He tried to grab the arms as they came for him, knowing if he allowed this man to get a good grip, it would be all over before he got chance to get another punch in. There was chewing gum on the man's breath, hissing into his face. The two of them fell back onto the dining table, crushing the remains of Doggett's meal. Letting go of the big forearms, Doggett started swinging punches, recalling every fight he'd ever been in, all his years of training and all the boxing techniques his father had pummeled into him. His tray was digging into his back. He wanted to reach around and pull it out, but his head was thumping against the table-top under a rain of blows that were rapidly stunning him. All this was for sitting in someone's seat? Black spots danced behind his eyes; he couldn't breathe, squashed under several hundred pounds of sweating, furious flesh. A fist caught him across the face and blood blossomed on his tongue. That broke the spell of his training, the restraint of a civilized upbringing. With a hoarse cry, he brought up the hand that held the plastic knife and slammed it against the side of the man's head, over and over again. The man leaned back with a howl clutching his head, easing up the pressure on Doggett's throat just enough for him to land a decent follow-up punch in the grimacing face. There was a spray of blood as the lip under his knuckles split open. Doggett screwed his eyes up in disgust, clamping his mouth shut. Bringing his knees up, he pushed the soles of his feet against the man's belly and shoved hard, sending him staggering backwards. He could hear the assembled crowd roar at his escape, but didn't stop to bask in their approval as he scrambled over the table, landing on the floor in an undignified heap. Somewhere, a whistle was blowing. Doggett could just about hear it over the pounding of his head and the harsh whistle of his breath coursing through his abused throat. He held the front of his neck as he struggled to his feet. A surge of black uniforms signaled the arrival of the guards. Relief flooded his body. Fuckin' hell! Hardly been here long enough to draw breath and he was already in trouble. "Back the fuck off!" The whistle blew; bodies were roughly grabbed and shoved aside. "What the hell's going on?!" Coughing, Doggett stepped forward to say something and found himself grabbed and slammed face-first onto the table. "Don't move, scumbag!" Doggett's eyes widened. A woman? "I was just... " Something hit him in the kidney, hard enough to make his eyes water. "Don't say a fuckin' word, sweetcheeks." Doggett held his tongue, his back throbbing. He stared at the spattered remains of his meal, feeling a trickle of blood working its way out of his mouth. Sharp fingers held him down by the scruff of his neck. Jesus Christ. Looks like he'd made a major mistake. HE was the number one guy he should be watching out for. Chapter 8. "I'll be fine. Honestly." Skinner stood in the parking-lot of the restaurant, holding his hands out in front of him. "Are you sure you don't want company?" He shook his head. "No, but thank you. I'm not very good company right now. I think I'm just going to straighten up the place, then go to bed early." There was a snort from Mulder, leaning up against the car. "Like your place is gonna be a mess, what with you and Mister Tidy living there." Skinner looked at the lounging man, his skin and grinning teeth a sickly yellow from the light of the street lamp. He wondered if that kind of lighting did anyone any favors. Maybe it did for him, tonight. Might disguise the fact he was on the edge of throwing up. "Agent Doggett doesn't live with me, Mulder," he said tightly. Again with the snort. "Yeah right." Skinner sighed and repeated the liturgy, fighting the urge to walk over to the man and simply punch his teeth down his throat. "John has his own home." Mulder nodded. "Sure. Whatever." Digging in his pocket, he fished out a sunflower seed and popped it in his mouth, oblivious to the look on Skinner's face. Scully leaned over and spoke quietly, as close to Mulder's ear as she could. "Get in the car, Mulder." "Why?" "We're done here." "But..." "Get in the car. Now." Sighing with all the panache of an Oscar-winning drama-queen, Mulder flounced off the hood of the car and went to get in. "God... You're just such a control freak, Scully." He waved a hand. "See you tomorrow, sir. Have a nice time tidying." The car door slammed on anything Skinner might have said. Scully turned to the big man. "I'm sorry." Skinner raised an eyebrow. "I know. You don't have to be." "I feel responsible." "I know." He looked down at his feet. "I appreciate your efforts tonight." He toed a cigarette butt. "It's kind of you to think of me." He smiled slightly. "And it's good of you to try to sort things out between Mulder and me, too." "Nonsense." Skinner looked up at her brusque tone. "Mulder aside, you're a friend. So is John. Friends look out for one another. Friends care about each other, Walter." He reached out and touched her arm. "Thanks." His fingers grasped hers and squeezed. "You'll try and get some sleep, yes?" She peered up at him. "He'll be back before you know it. And you'll be no good to him utterly exhausted." Skinner hoped the lamplight hid the color that he knew was racing into his cheeks. Sometimes the fact that she knew exactly what kind of relationship he and John enjoyed made him go warm with embarrassment. And he could hardly believe he'd kissed Doggett like that in front of her. Although the smile she'd given him as John walked away had reassured him a little. "I'll try," he said. "Do more than try," she scolded. Laughing gently, he found his keys and started to walk to his car. "Mulder's right about one thing," he said. "Oh?" "You are relentless." Scully smiled. "Better believe it. I'll see you tomorrow, Walter. `Night." Chapter 9. "Just what the hell was going on down there?" Tim McManus shouted. He had stopped pacing long enough to throw his pen down on his desk. "This motherfucker was in ma' place, man." "And you feel this gives you permission to start a fight in the dinner-hall?" "You bet yo ass!" "Jesus, Malachi." Lifting a hand to the guard, McManus shook his head. "You're already on your last warning..." He pointed to the door. "Take him to the Hole." "Awww... man!!" "Shut up, Malachi. I don't want to hear another word. I'm just about sick of your voice. Get him out." He sighed. "Ten days." "McManus..." "OUT!" Doggett watched as the big man was dragged out of the office kicking and yelling. Obviously, the Hole wasn't a great place to be. He wondered how long he was going to get in there. "You..." Shuffling papers, McManus searched for his admission slip. "Costello," Doggett said, trying to be helpful. The baton hit him across the back of his knees. "Fuck!" He stumbled, clutching his leg. Behind him, the woman officer pulled him back by the neck of his tee shirt. "Funny...I didn't hear you being asked anything." McManus frowned. "Okay, Howell, that's enough." He found the paper and scanned it back and front. "Costello, Jack. Fifteen years. No possibility of parole for eight." His face didn't betray his thoughts on either the fictitious crime or the sentence. "Not a great start, is it, Jack?" Glancing behind at Howell, Doggett shook his head. "I guess not," he muttered, wary of another blow. "So..." McManus folded his arms and leaned on the desk. Doggett watched him, trying to keep tabs on the woman behind him. His knee throbbed almost as badly as where she'd hit him on the back. "Tell me, Jack. D'you think you're a tough guy?" Doggett thought carefully about what to say. This man didn't know he was a Fed. As far as McManus was concerned, he was just a low-life scumbag who had already been more trouble than he was worth. Much as a trip to solitary might keep him safe, he couldn't find his target and do his job, locked away on his own. He looked into McManus' eyes. "I get by." "Well, I tell you, unless you smarten up a bit, you're not gonna `get by' in here. I've seen bigger and meaner guys than you come through Oz..." He stepped forward and closed in on Doggett. "And none of them are half as big and mean as they thought after a spell in the Hole. I've got my eye on you, Costello. One more episode like this and you're gonna be seeing the inside of there, first hand. Am I making myself clear?" Doggett met the man's stare. "Crystal." They eyeballed one another for a moment longer. "Glad to hear it." McManus nodded at Howell. "Get out him the hell of here." Turning, Doggett allowed Howell to pull him out of the office and down the stairs without a struggle. That went better than he'd thought. In fact he'd gotten off without punishment at all. Not bad, considering. They clattered down the stairs into a wide corridor. He absently probed his mouth with his finger. The cut had just about stopped bleeding. All his teeth seemed to be in place. Not a bad result all round. He had almost reached the end of the corridor when the fingers on his arm dug in cruelly and he was pulled back. "Hey, Costello..." Howell turned him to face her. "You gotta know something." Doggett scowled. "Yeah? An' what's that?" Howell leaned forward, pushing him roughly up against the wall. Doggett braced himself for another blow from the stick. It didn't appear. Instead she leaned even closer, her breath wafting on his face. He wasn't the type to think about punching a woman, but there was something about this one that made his hackles stand up. "I like fresh meat," she whispered. Her baton snaked between Doggett's legs, sliding up to meet his crotch. His eyes widened. "You and me are gonna get better acquainted real soon, Jackie-boy." Holding his breath, Doggett kept his eyes on hers, not backing down, not allowing her to see the fear that was crawling up his spine. There was no-one about. She could say he attacked her, she could do anything. No-one was going to take his side against hers, not after what he'd just been involved with. He said nothing. Did nothing. Stood perfectly still while her baton caressed between his legs. She nudged high up on his thigh, encouraging his legs further apart. After a moment, he obeyed, parting his feet a touch more. A triumphant smile spread over Howell's face. "That's my boy." The wooden stick rubbed against his balls for a second, then pulled away. A rough shove between his shoulder-blades and he was pushed away towards the pods. Glancing back at her grinning face, Doggett knew that wasn't going to be the end of it, not by a long way. He just had to make sure he was never caught out alone with her. And there he was thinking it was the other prisoners that he was going to have to worry about. Chapter 10. Skinner sighed as he put away the cut-glass whiskey decanter. He told himself he was only going to have one drink and already he'd had two more than that. It hadn't helped at all. He thought it might have taken the edge of missing Doggett, but he'd been wrong. Eating out with the others had, though strangely. Even though he missed having John at his side, being with Dana and Mulder had helped a little, even Mulder was his usual irritating self. But being irritated had taken his mind off other things that seemed determined to color his world a dull gray; however now he was alone in his apartment, there were bits of Doggett lying all around, taunting him. He'd discovered a pair of discarded socks that had been forgotten in the throes of the previous night's passion, stuffed under the arm of his chair and it had in turn made him both smile and frown. He balled them up for the laundry. How was Doggett feeling on his first night in prison? Was he safe? Skinner hadn't like the whole set-up. It seemed half-assed to him, that only Glynn knew about the operation. With no-one to look out for him, would Doggett be able to keep from being swallowed whole by a system that was designed for the worst criminal element the country could produce? It didn't bear thinking about, but that was all he seemed to be able to do; think about it. In a haze, he showered, brushed his teeth and got into bed. True, Doggett had his own place. True he didn't live here full-time. But fact was, he spent so much time here, it made no difference. Mulder was right, Doggett lived with him. Punching his pillow to make a dent, Skinner flopped down in a flurry of duvet. He would not think about John. He would not think about anything. An hour later he was still staring at the ceiling, shoving each passing thought of Doggett out of his head as quickly as they crept in. Turning his head, he could just about make out the empty pillow next to him. Shit. This was hopeless. Reaching out, he snagged Doggett's pillow and curled up to it, wrapping his arms tightly around it. Sighing, he inhaled the scent in the material. Doggett's smell lingered. Not caring that it might be considered a little strange for a fifty- year-old to go to sleep hugging someone else's pillow, Skinner shut his eyes and lay there breathing in, finding small comfort in the scent his lover had left behind. He figured it would be a while before he could get to sleep, but within minutes, he had drifted off. Chapter 11. Doggett lay on his back staring at the underside of Rebadow's bunk. Lights out had come about two hours ago and he hadn't moved or spoken since. Rebadow, on the other hand, had been chatty enough, telling Doggett more than he'd ever wanted to know about his family, the prison routine and life in general. If it hadn't been just a little bit comforting to hear someone else's voice, Doggett might have begged him to shut up. As it was, the sound of his voice had kept thoughts of Skinner at bay, and more importantly, thoughts of Officer Howell away. The soft clank of the pod door as it locked had shaken him more deeply than he had imagined. The abstract idea of being shut away wasn't a patch on the reality. This small, impersonal space was where he was going to have to sleep, shit and live for the duration of this case suddenly seemed horribly claustrophobic. Locked up with a stranger. God... Despite the years in the Marines, sleeping in bunkhouses and camps, the thought of it gave him the willies. "Sleep well." Rebadow's voice floated down from near the ceiling. "I doubt it," Doggett muttered, turning over to try and get comfy. The bed above creaked. "You'll settle in okay. Eventually." The temptation was immense to snap at Rebadow and tell him not to worry, he wasn't staying. He buried his face in the pillow and screwed his eyes up. Damn. It smelled wrong. All institutionalized and harsh. Not a hint of cologne or musk from another body. Sighing, he turned on to the other side. The side he normally lay on, spooned behind Skinner. He opened his eyes. No. This wouldn't do. He turned over again. Focus on the job, agent. Focus. He frowned into the dim light, wondering how he was going to find, and get close to the man he was here for. Who was this man, Chris Keller, he wondered? He hoped he wasn't going to be some crazy-assed crack-head. Just a straight-forward murderer would do. Just so he could do his job and get out of this madhouse. The upper bunk shifted. "Are you okay?" "I suppose so." "Having trouble getting to sleep?" Doggett sighed. "I guess." "It took me years to get used to this." Doggett suppressed a shudder at the thought of `years'. He supposed a man could get used to just about anything, given time. But he'd rather not find out how. Chapter 12. From the moment Doggett opened his tired eyes, the morning was a nightmare. Roll-call was held on the landing outside the pod, with him in only his underwear and tee shirt, rubbing his eyes and yawning. It had felt like five minutes since he actually got to sleep. He'd stumbled back into the pod and fell onto the bed, wondering if he could get another fifteen minutes of sleep in. "You might want to get your towel and razor and come to the showers early," Rebadow said. Doggett groaned, covering his eyes. "Well, you suit yourself, but it's always quietest before breakfast, and considering your little adventure yesterday, you might want to consider that." Through narrowed eyes, Doggett watched the older man leave. Damn. He was right. Might be wise to keep a low profile for a while. At least while he got to know the ropes and found out where the target was. Sighing, he pulled himself up and dug around for his things. It didn't take him long to find the showers, he could have done it blindfold, listening to the singing that was echoing off the damp walls. Someone was a big Doors fan, he smiled, stripping quickly and hanging his towel on a hook. His bare skin goosed up, despite the steam. There was a spare faucet at the end of the line and he made his way over to it, careful to keep his eyes on the floor. He had the feeling that the locker-room etiquette of not making eye contact would be paramount in this place. He passed men of all shapes and sizes, black ones, Hispanic ones, white ones. All soaking wet, all ignoring each other, all the best in the system and the worst America had to offer. He stuck his head under the water and began to lather up. At least the water was hot and the soap plentiful. It felt good to get clean. "Hey..." Shit. Someone was addressing him. Doggett wiped the soap from his eyes and squinted. "What?" "You the new guy? The one that got Malachi sent to the hole?" Doggett nodded cautiously. "Uh-huh." The man under the shower on his left was impressively built. Not a scrap of spare flesh. His chest muscles bulged as he ran a hand over them. Doggett maintained eye-contact, determined not toe stare. A sudden grin spread over the wet face. "That's cool, man. `Bout time that mutherfucka went down!" Doggett just nodded, wondering if he had just made a friend, or someone who was going to get him hurt later. In spite of his better judgment, he watched as the guy rubbed a handful of soap into a muscular chest. "So what's y'name?" "D..." Doggett snapped his mouth shut. Shit! He made a fuss of wiping the water from his face, recovering himself. "Costello," he said. "Jack Costello." The man rolled his eyes. "God! Another damned Italian. Just what Oz needs." A soapy hand stuck a finger out under Doggett's nose. "You are a wop, yeah?" Doggett stared at the hand. "Cause you don' exactly look like one, y'know what I mean?" This was more than a little surreal. Stark naked and being quizzed about his ethnicity. Clearly, he had a quick decision to make. A choice about which side he was going to be on. He suddenly decided he wasn't sure he wanted to be partisan with anyone in particular. "I'm not." "What?" "Italian." "You gotta be kiddin' me... With a name like that!" Doggett shrugged. Careful, John, he thought. Now was not the time to piss anyone off. He'd already gotten one inmate sent to the Hole, and he was damned sure the rest of the black community wasn't going to take kindly to that. He didn't need a whole new set of enemies. Not so soon in the game, not so soon in the morning and definitely not before breakfast. Doggett shrugged again. "I was abandoned as a child," he lied. "Some joker at the children's home was a big fan of black and white comedies." He pulled a face. "Your shittin' me?" Doggett bit the inside of his cheek. The guy was standing open- mouthed, the soap from his hair trickling into his mouth. The urge to laugh was overwhelming. "Nah. S'true," he lied. "The other kid brought in earlier that week got called Abbott." Doggett turned back to the water and stuck his face in the stream. Well, looked like his sense of the ridiculous was still intact. Whatever possessed him to make that up? He scrubbed at his hair so his face was hidden. Skinner would love this, when he told him. "Fuck me..." The man shook his head sadly. "God, that really sucks, man." "Doesn't it?" Doggett shrugged. "Sucks, but it's kinda funny, too." Oh, shit, he was going to have to get out of here real quick, before he fell over with hysterics. He quickly soaped the rest of his body down, trying not to think of the other man standing so close as he washed between his legs. Just like the gym, John, he told himself. Just like the gym. Finishing, he turned the water off. He was hungry. Didn't think he would be, but the lack of dinner last night was telling on his belly. It growled indignantly. A quick shave then into the dining hall. The man next to him turned around to shut off the water, showing Doggett his left shoulder in the process. The unhappy face of the crucified Christ gazed back at him. Christopher Keller. Shit! Shit! Shit! He'd been having a Goddamned conversation with the target. Doggett opened his mouth to say something, anything to deepen the connection with the other man, but he was already moving off, shouting at someone, laughing and snapping his towel like he was in the world's strangest locker-room. Shit. Wrapping the towel around himself, Doggett picked out a sink and ran the water to shave, thinking furiously, would he recognize him again with his tattoo covered? He frowned, trying to recall the face. Watching the bowl fill up, he became aware of someone standing very close to him. Slowly, he raised his eyes to the mirror. A black man stood at his shoulder. Doggett resisted the urge to sigh. It was never-ending. Was this pay-back for yesterday? "What?" he snapped. "You want somethin'?" "Uh-huh." This guy wasn't as well-built as Malachi, but had muscles that were so defined they looked cut from ebony. Wet dreadlocks hung in curtains. Doggett tilted his chin up. "Yeah?" He twisted the water off and picked up the soap. "What?" The man stared at the side of Doggett's face, eyes unblinking, not moving. It was seriously unnerving. He could feel the trickle of water down his face, running out of his hair. His mouth was dry. Hungry, tired and more than a little cranky, he wasn't in the mood for another confrontation. Certainly wasn't in the mood for another helping of pain. The man slowly held out his hand. "I want that." Doggett stared at the other man. What was he talking about? He knew his face must have some stupid blank expression on it. "Huh?" "That." Looking down, Doggett thought for one crazy moment he meant his towel. Then he realized he was holding something in his hand. He held it up. "This?" He had to be kidding. It was just some crappy plastic thing the hacks gave out. Everyone got one. He looked at the little item in his hand. "You want this?" he repeated, incredulous. The man's hand stayed outstretched. "Give it to me." Jesus! What the fuck? "No," he scowled. It might not be much, but it was his, goddamnit. He hadn't even had a chance to use it yet. The other man stepped even closer. "Give." The one word seemed to hold a wealth of threats. Shaking his head, Doggett heaved a big sigh. Fuck. He didn't want to get into this. He looked at the plastic razor, then up into the mirror at his reflection. Was it worth it? Was it worth getting a thumping from this guy? His tongue probed the small cut on the inside of his cheek, still sore from the night before. It was only a razor. He could live without shaving while he was in here. Might be quite a nice change, not having to bother. "Here y'go, big guy," he said, grinning and tossing the razor over and walking away. The black man fumbled slightly, taken by surprise. "Knock yourself out, y'hear?"